::Honeyzz::

2009-07-09T03:34:00.000-07:00

In just one blink, here i am already gone so far..

it's been sometime since i updated this blog..
it's been a whirlwind.alot things happen in just one year..There's so much questions i need to ask and i've yet to find the answer.

If only there's answers to every questions..

2008-09-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

what more can i say ?

Its been a lonnngg journey..

2008-08-01T06:04:00.001-07:00

Jordin Sparks Lyrics

2008-06-18T21:56:00.000-07:00

..Heyz....

I'd just want to say from the bottom of my heart,

--Those who have helped me in anyways over the past few years especially those nursing ppl who've help me in any form...

--------------------Thank you--------------------------

Thank you as this means lots to me..

and also what you guys have done,i won't forget ur individual kindness..

Small gestures do touch an individual's heart :)

I wish you all,the best in Future and Happiness~~

2008-06-09T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hahah....(continuous laughinggggg...)

Had Lunch wit darling Zeen~ (Dey!)

Practically laughing like crazy babboons.Because of the Incident of "SoRRy?"haha..

hahahahhahahha..

Rolling on the floor..

Today was a great day for me!

Was smiling and showing my bugs teeth practically every minute~~~

Thanks God...I know,Everything happens For A REASON...

And for the Better too :)

Amin~

2008-06-09T03:37:00.001-07:00

2008-05-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

..............Dup dup dup...dup..

Tomorrow is THE day...THE DAY..

I'm like kinda nervous,as well as uncertain..

Did i make the right move? or should i have opted for choice no.2

Gosh,Here i am preparing everything..except..

Justtttttt except.....for when it comes to speech and conversation..

Shitty larz.

Said gona lose weight...not sure if i did.But what the heck,it's too late anyway.

Gonna try and put my best foot and fat forward..:)
heheh..

Was kinda surprise by soem interestings that has happened in me life so far...

I get to Smile..(gasp!)

Yes!Smile...(i'm shock as well)(pinching my arm)...Ouch!!!!

hahaha...

till then,

lots of love,
HoneyzZ

2008-05-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

All i can say Now IS..........

I'm on Cloud Nine Baybeh~~~~~~

wheeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~yippee yippee!!!!!

2008-04-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

......You look down at whoever who enters ite..
.....Just cos you think there's no future there...
.....Just cos you have a diploma...
........Just cos you haven't entered there and see the environment yourself..
......You'v shown your ugly side too fast Mr..
........I'm gonna try to proof you wrong.....
....Thanks for giving me The MoTiVatIoN...

________ GoOd riddance to bad rubbish________

2008-04-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

'Cause I'm
Not very proud of the way I have lived today
But if I choose to
Follow Him along the way
Then maybe I won't look back
Feel like time is gonna pass me by
Maybe I won't look back

2008-04-05T21:00:00.000-07:00

........................I've learned and maybe realise.....................

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change...

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up...

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel..

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon....

2008-03-29T18:39:00.000-07:00

Lorelai: Hi.

Jess: Hi.

Luke: Hi.

Rory: I have to get to school.

Jess: Yeah, me too.

Rory: Bye

Jess: Bye. Bye.

Lorelai: Bye.

Rory: Bye.

Lorelai: Bye.

Rory: Bye.

Luke: Bye.

[Jess and Rory leave]

Luke: What the hell was that?

Lorelai: That was episode one of Rory and Jess: The
Early Years

2008-03-21T21:57:00.000-07:00

Quotes from a girl......

I'm not that girl from Freaky Friday any more! I'm a real adult. In fact, I hate children! I hate them all! Lindsay Lohan

I've sort of heard that "it" girl thing, but not really. Hearing it from a few people doesn't solidify it in my mind and I wouldn't know how to solidify that title. It's so elusive and what does it mean, I don't know?
Rachel McAdams

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.
Marilyn Monroe

It's a lot more fun to play the bitch than it is to play the perfect girl 'cause everybody has a bad side inside of them.
Mandy Moore

I'm more of a jeans and T-shirt kind of girl.
Tara Reid

I'm just like every other girl who likes to shop, likes to look good, likes to spend time with friends.
Maria Sharapova

Sure, my childhood was unusual. All these eccentric, wild people frequented our home: rock stars, drag queens, models, bikers, freaks. But I was not this little rich girl. My mom and I lived in an apartment.
Liv Tyler

Deep down, I'm a Texas girl looking for that big romance every girl dreams about. Biologically, I look forward to being a cornerstone of a family. I'll be in my glory when I have a child on my knee.
Renee Zellweger

2008-01-31T05:32:00.000-08:00

No offence..just for laughsss

Slinkies?haha..

:p

2008-01-30T01:11:00.000-08:00

bo jak mure isti bo se ku sabe

Yo actually engke goste ke bo,can fala
anything kerey.

Kis yose koo

kagak in ur kare!!!

lol...hahah

Lots of luv xoxo

2007-12-28T01:54:00.001-08:00

Whooo...

It's the holidays Bayyybeee!!!

Added some stuffs in my blog..

Yerpss~~

I'm smiling!!!!!!!!

And singing all the wayyyy

2007-11-24T19:57:00.000-08:00

2007-11-24T19:55:00.000-08:00

Jet*aime!

A simple pattern.

Happiness- comes from laughter
Laughter- comes from hate
Hate comes from depression
Depression- comes from Love
Love- comes emotion
Emotion runs everything.

-Aaron Tate-

2007-11-24T19:45:00.000-08:00

I found this poem while browsing through..
And i like it.. :)
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Believe in the truth,
And it shall set you free.
But where is this truth to believe in?
That only you may see.

Believe in the beating blood,
The refrain of a broken soul
Believe in the effortless dance,
Believe and be made whole.

Believe in what must be,
Believe in what cannot.
And know that whatever they say,
It is yours to believe...
or not.

Believe in justice,
And it shall be.
Believe in truth,
And be set free.

Believe and yet have doubts,
And you shall find a way-
For the truth, whatever it may be,
Is found in all you say.

Believe in love, and you believe in loss-
Believe in power, and you have lost control.
Believe in yourself, and all is as it seems-
For everything is visible, to the eyes of your dreams.

Joshua Swanson

whee~~

2007-11-22T00:18:00.001-08:00

Love this song

2007-11-18T20:11:00.000-08:00

You tell me that you're sorry
didn't think i'd turn around..
It's too late..

2007-08-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

When you let go
Of all the drama
In your life
Now you're free
From all the pain
Free from all the game
Free from all the stress
So bye your happiness
I don't know
Only God knows
Where the story ends
For me, but I know
Where the story begins
It's up to us to choose
Whether we win or lose
Obstacles only make us Stronger in life..
those who tried to bring me down
thanks

2007-08-23T02:57:00.000-07:00

People who make you feel down
Why do they exist?

To make us stronger in life
:)

2007-08-18T12:28:00.000-07:00

Feeling overwhelmed, I take a dive

To a once overfilled but now empty place to hide.

The day you turned on me is the day I died,

And I've forgotten what it's like,

how it feels to be alive

Now that it's all said and done,

I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down,

Like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath.

I fell too far, was in way too deep.

Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.

I should've started running

A long, long time ago.

And I never thought I'd doubt you,

I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know.

I'm slowly getting closure.

I guess it's really over.....

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Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

2006-03-27T12:03:00.000-08:00

My Hair!
__________________________________
I was force to let go of my precious locks..

Guinea pig,
I'm gonna shave your head
Wait one day,Just one day
I'm going to get you

Anyways,it's been pretty hectic
Rushing here and there
Meeting deadlines
Being Independent
Time management

_____________
___AloOttt___

HmmzZz..

Being Unsingle..
Has it's pros and cons

I need to juggle everything
Time management I suppose

March till mid feb,
there's been ups and downs

Is this true Love or Is it fading aaawwwaaayyyyy

That's why My head has to conquer more than my heart

It's too precious to give it away and in return u get back bits and pieces

I've tried my best to not follow my heart fully..

But why oh why did it slip away

and n0w time will tell...

If only I'd listened

________________________________

Quote:
Frogs are lucky creatures.
They can eat anything that bugs them...

2006-03-12T23:03:00.000-08:00

yep..

Bumpy RiDeSss

Still in my confusion world

???

And I still am..

What is it..with character,personality and how you present yourself.

What is it..with public,being judged and being told what should or shouldn't do..

Why is it..we can't be ourselves

why is it..you're in the public eye

Life is full of shits

If we think it is..

It all comes down to the Mind

how we view things..

How we view Life

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we can change..but we chose not to

why?

we don't know
but
there's reasons to it
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2006-03-07T16:54:00.000-08:00

~*~*~Taking Life Lightly~*~*~

Blink...

Blink

Bnk

Woke up this morning at about 7am

YawNnnnnn

It seems to me that it's a holiday mood for
most of the tertiary students..
I wonder if it's a holiday for my former classmates too
With aLL those assignments,sleepless torturous panda-eyes nights.

I'm gonna miss them.I'm gonna miss the sweet memories..and leave the bitter part behind

A New Career
..here I come..

A whole lot of mixed emotions bottling up in me

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Anywayz,these past few months
I've been sitting in my own cage
studying how to be a couch potato
and I guess I've succeeded in what I do

Crap..

Well....

I've spent quite alot of time outdoors as well as indoors
I'm glad that my loved ones stick with me and be by my side
through ups and downs.
No matter how serious my mood is.
Or how childish I can get.
For that,I'd like to say Thank You..

Thank You from the bottom of my heart,truly.

SOo,I'm awaiting for my bright future..

Can't wait!(::Grins::)

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I'm in a process of becoming ..a woman

Housewhole chores,groceries,
Essentials,Skin-care,Apparel wear,
mimi,job,healthy lifestyle...
...................................

Funny things in life are the lil' things
that we thought are annoying,irritating or gross-out

True?

To each it's own

Here are some of the daily true-life experience I've(even u guys) encountered :

*The lady upstairs/downstairs or somewhere around me(god knows where)
..I haven't figure that out up until now..
her daily shower routine will be accompanied by
her native language karaoke songs mixed with hay-wire vocals

god..

It feels like she's in the shower almost all the time..
Anyday,anytime...
And it's loud..

I need a new pair of ear plugs.thank you.

In the Mrt

*The uncle(nope..not old..but in late twenties)
starts to Comfortably dig his goldmine
and facing just infront of me.
he then happily flicks his gold everywhere
..(it's flying towards me)..

those who wish to dig in public..
pls bear in mind after Shiok
digging..at least have the tendency to flick
somewhere far away from others
Pls do not flick when there's someone standing infront of you

For god's sake..
It's not "renjis-renjis" ceremony

*Sleeping so soundly until head can even touch the seat

*Telling ur private lives with someone(the Mrt where people can hear ur conversations)unintentionally..
"Yeah..I came out jail recently.."
and other phrases

*talking like nobody can hear..
"Wah..that ang-moh damn.."
"(insert vulgarities)you la(insert vulgarities)"

Yup,these are just some of the little things in life..

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Tuesday,Yesterday

Went out with ferrero at cityhall and raffles place.
Finally bought Vichy Norma-derm and Vichy Ivory..
after my cheque has been banked in
Plus Blusher and Lipgloss..

The things that I needed so badly for now:
Curling Mascara
Eyeliner
That Mousse Cream Blusher(Limited Edition)
Za products
Stila Lipgloss

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whooosh~~~~~

Getting to the next level in my life

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2006-02-26T19:55:00.000-08:00

Ahh..The passageway..

Going for media studies..

The office gallery

<< Lasalle >>That hectic,artsy,headache,fun,challenging school.

.................................................

Gonna Miss Those Times

Gonna miss those days,where I'd go home Laaate at night.
The usual routine after class:
Head for somewhere..Talk&talk&laugh
Eat and walk around
Take pictures from my cam
Shopping for art supplies...
Hang out with them

It was pretty tiring and hectic with assignments,deadlines.etc,

But it was fun:)

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The news..

Came to know about the infamous news frm ferrero
Then read on the net about it
It's sad that it has to happen
She'll be quite traumatised and maybe result in depression

After thinking for some time,I've come to realise something
What if..just What If,It were to be the other way round

Let's say,It's the guy..
Would everyone make such a h00-Haa over it or over him?
My gut feeling is..maybe no

Why is it that only she's being critic like nobody's business

The world is funny..

the weaker species gets the blame..for everything

I guess

Ooh well...

I'm just simply having my opinion,that's all

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Dreaming..

I'd lurve to curl my hair..Bouncy and shiny
and light brown in colour

Fullfill my dreams since I was 12

College life again...So Happy..

Loving life to the fullest

With my BayyBee

I want to enjoy my teenage life to fullest

I'm already in the oldest teen stage..

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till forever..* Jet'aime *

2006-02-22T00:32:00.000-08:00

Better mood,I guess

I'm in a better mood..I think

Ok,I've saved some entries in my diaries

Which will not be published,cos I dn't want anyone
to find it offensive.

Well,there's nothing offensive in my saved entries
actually.But I guess it's better to be read by myself.

Or those whom I have trust in.

SOo,those VIP loved ones,If u need to know,
Drop me a message~

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Darling...I miss you..
even though It's hard not to see you

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2006-02-15T21:34:00.000-08:00

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I guess this week ...

I'm not feeling quite well

and you've seen my mood right

Maybe I need some time alone by myself

I need to recharge my mind,body and soul

Make myself happy,cheerful again..

I don't want anyone to get my negative energies,
and anytime soon,I can just be hysterical

I might hurt people's feelings unintentionally.
And I don't really want that to happen..
Especially to my loved ones

So

I'm going to have a me time now...

Lots of Love,x0x0

p.s.I'm sure to be back with my own self again~Heez~

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2006-02-14T21:56:00.000-08:00

RECIPE FOR HAPPINESS
______---------_______--------_____

Take 12 whole months

Clean them thoroughly
of all bitterness,
hate and jealousy.

Make them just as fresh
and clean as possible

Now cut each month
into 28, 30 or 31
different parts
but don't make
the whole batch
at once.

Prepare it 1 day
at a time
out of these ingredients:

Mix well
into each day
1 part of faith,
1 part of patience,
1 part of courage
and 1 part of work.

Add to each day
1 part of hope,
faithfulness, generosity,
meditation and
1 good deed.

Season the whole
with a dash of
good spirits,
a sprinkle of fun,
pinch of play
and a cupful
of good humour.

Pour all of this
into a vessel
of love.

Cook thoroughly
over radiant joy,
garnish with
a smile,
and serve with quietness
and cheerfulness.

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" " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " "
U U U U U U U U U U U U U U U U U U U
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2006-02-14T07:09:00.000-08:00

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H
A
P
P
Y

Valentine's

D
A
Y

.:: >>-( \/ )-> Febuary 14th 2006 ::..

~~ LoVe IS IN THe AIR~~

***0OoOo***0OoOo****

Honeybear..
You're SweeEt...

Surpised me today~
And I was really surprised
and Flattered
and touched

Anyways,cityhall was packed with "Love-birds"
Around late evening,I started seeing couples
(from children,teenagers to adults and senior citizens)
everywhere....
With flowers,gifts,,bla,,bla,,balloons..

Drop by to see Mimi for awhile..
She's grown chubby~Aww

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The sun was damn hot
It's like being in an oven

I don't really know what's wrong with my skin.
He was saying "omg,Your face and arms are red(more like pink)in colour"

Thought it's normal.So,I went"Oh,really?"
Then I brushed it off.

I started to realise why he was shock.

Oh.My..God.

I am pink
nO...
red

Ok..
PInk

Man..I look like some pink tomato

Seriously,Any redder or pink-er
and I'll be a camouflage next to his Red shirt

I now realised what that means.

It means I am Sun-Burned..AS in BBQ??

gosh..Why oh why am I getting a sun-burned tan at the age
where I find that white is better.

sIGhHH

Life...

I'm on fire now.I can feel my body becoming a human torch.
Exciting?well,it's not glamourous.

_WANTED Items_

Aloe vera gel
Lotion(lots and lots)
Ice
Fan
One huge litre of mineral water
Anti-human torch solution

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p.s I'm burning.I'm On Fire.

p.p.s Any One want a rare Pink talking tomato??

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2006-02-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

Comp in the coma

This computer is pathetic...
Or is is the connection?

Oh
Maybe it's the virus..

I don't care what reasons my computer has
I Just want to throw this fellow out of my window

(Bash!)(bang!)(whack!!)
Using a baseball bat to whack..

Today is sunday.Time is 12.10am.

I'm suppose to amend my jae..
But I changed my mind
Cos I don't want to make mistakes again

So,went to see a nun cum tutor with my mum
She's really nice..hard to find someone like her

Came home from causeway point after that.
In cold storage,I happen to see the chocs and the flowers there.

My mouth and my jaw dropped..(scanning)
special offer: $3..$4..$5..
flowers:$9 for 3..

what the hell?

If I had known earlier,
I would have gone to cold storage man..

So,I really thought of buying them just now
..only thing is..

I'm already broke

B.R.O.K.E

Yeah,serves me right for not researching enough

I Just grab It..without surveying other places.

Now I wonder,Is the florist upstairs cheating me about the price?

Cy,I agree with you,I should have listen to you..

I regret..(sob..sob)wahHh!!

and the another thing I bought..

The white and brown thing

Their Head ah say the price is reasonable

No wonder they say that day,people,especially the mars
will get broke easily..

I really pity them..After being in their shoes

Now I know what It's like for the Mars

It should be called The-make-people-broke-Day

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On Friday,I met cy..
We went shopping~

*Bought this huge pink studs
(supposed to be the "In" thing now)

*Bought Real blue zipper studs
(haha..funny..but interesting)

Went to Watsons...Scan through the sweets section..
Bought nivea..

Happen to saw (rolling-eyes*)my worst nightmare..
with some of "gang"

Then Saw my Ferrero Rochere..
haha,,funny,,
Thought who was the mat standing beside me

Okies,then went home..I realise I'm a Real big spender

Bad-bad habit(..shakes head..)

So,there's this two "mats"?
I was at the taxi stand..
Then,suddenly they say "Hi!"
Tot who,I turned around and I don't really Know them.
(ZzzzZ...)

Okies for today..

I'd better log off now..(yaWwnn)

Aurevoir x0x0

p.s. It's ok to indulge once in awhile.Not
p.p.s I need my paycheck...What the hell??

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2006-02-06T22:49:00.000-08:00

Viewing Life...

If George Michael weren't gay,
he'll sure have alot of women
surrounding him.

He's songs are nice..
A real ladies man..

Sighhh..If only he weren't gay.

I couldn't believe Sophia bush and
Chad Michael Murray have split.
They're a loving,romantic couple.
It's sad that we,the fans have to
accept this sad reality news.

I've been hearing alot of splits lately,
mainly from celebrities.
Renee Zellweger,Nicole ritchie,Sophia Bush,
Jeniffer Aniston..etc..

Yesterday while waiting for my creme brulee'
at Delifrance,my mum showed me the new paper.

The first thing I saw was that guy from Scrubs.
oh yeah,he's handsome.Cute.And he's Girlfriend is one lucky girl.
...Then....
I read the headlines:

"Proposed to Mandy moore"

What?!?!

Mandy moore??

I was shocked.

But yeah,they make a good couple...
Mandy moore is one lucky girl..
That Scrubs guy is one lucky hunk too.

Ooh Well.

Soo,The future?(for me that is)
I can't predict actually.
But I just hope that things will go smoothly.
With some bumpy rides..I guess.

I need to repent a.s.a.p.
The thought of having alot of punishments
in the world hereafter send shivers down my spine.

The only thing is..When will I start?
repenting..

Only time will tell

p.s. Looking forward to get back to my busy life

2006-02-02T20:05:00.000-08:00

I need my Paycheck.

And

I need it Now.

I'm serious.

Before I get out-of-control.

Let there be miracle.

ARGGhH..
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sOo,yesterday.

Went to sembawang park..

Was like- should I?

okies..waiting for the right moment.

haha

In the end,he's the one who made the 1st move.

Still..

Should I?

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Read about avril on the news.

She's one lucky person.

The whole package plus being offered as a ford model?

*whistles*

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2006-01-29T01:35:00.000-08:00

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If a star fell for every time i thought of you, the sky would be empty.

If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I would be walking through
my garden forever.

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Talked to cy yesterday.
She had a bad flu and cough.
Get well soon kies~(warm hug)
Miss you soo soo much.
Don't forget our date this week~

haha..

Xing Nian Quai le

Happy New Year

(muuuAacks)~*~*~*

(~_^)

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2006-01-27T04:57:00.000-08:00

Went out on Thursday,26th Jan to Sembawang Park.

Seriously,that was an interesting one.

We ended up going to town - Accidentally

Haha,you see,we waited at the right bus-stop.

But alighted the wrong bus

Then,I was like Soo freaked out man,
when I saw road signs showing
"thomson","whitley"..lastly "newton mrt".
Instead of "Sembawang".

Way far already.

I mean..what The.

He was telling me to alight,but I was too stubborn,
so I thought "Let's alight at the Interchange"
THE Interchange was quite far,
as the bus continue on it's loong journey.

My butt was already numb due to sitting too long.
So,when I saw far East Plaza,I said "Let's Alight here"

Lucky thing .. whew..(heaves a sigh of relief)

Then we took the same bus.

And

Alighted at the interchange.

Instead of Sembawang park.HaizZz.

Realised That day was Tas's birthday.

When we got there,The atmosphere was amazing.
Whee~~
Breezy,the ocean and only 2 people.AWww.

We were there for quite some time..
I was picturing the movie
"A walk to Remember" in my head.
You know,starring Mandy Moore?

Thinking while looking at the sea or river
,,should I..should not..should I..

Oh well,forget it.

That day was quite memorable~~la..la..la..
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Soo for today,Friday,27th.

Had to cancel last minute.
Felt guilty lei..but what to do.

browse this site and got quite Cute Horoscopes.

* Cap & Can *

Good strong couple(..ay?..)
Mild-mannered Cancer is affectionate and loyal-
something that Capricorns need and like in their lives.
These two make a solid match and great friends.
Rating: 4 Hearts.

Seriously people,I think I'm sick.

Lovesick.

See?I'm still singing and feeling
as if
I can float and fly.

It does wonders,and makes me Super silly.

la..la..la..

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Astrology

http://Zodiacgirlz.com

Capricorn:-
You are very generous and make an extremely loyal friend.
Once you love somebody, you love them forever.
(somehow true I guess,like cy?)

Likes : *Having privacy
*Trivia games
*Being comfortable

Dislikes : *Feeling Lonely
*Wasting money
(that is like,soo true)

Element: Earth

celebrities :ricky martin(december 24th)
kristin kreuk(smallville)(december 30th)
Elvis presley(January 8th)
Tiger Woods(december 30th)
Jim carrey(January 17th)
Jude law (December 29th)

......(whoah).......

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2006-01-26T18:40:00.000-08:00

You complete me
Like air and water

And when I'm in your arms I feel free
My heads up in the clouds in love

Like an accident it happend
Out of nowhere
It just happend

Because I've

Fallen
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Head over heels
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Because of love

Baby
To let you get away is crazy
For ever and ever baby
The picture wouldn't be the same
If you weren't standing next to me
Can't you see I'm fallen for you

You complement me
Are you here with me
You're my hapiness
My joy
And all because of you
I look forward to the time
I spend with you
Whatever it is we do

Cause I'm fallen for you

Fallen
Head over heels for you
So in love with you

You're my everything

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2006-01-25T01:32:00.000-08:00

backstreet boys in singapore.

BSB in S.i.n.g.a.p.o.r.e

Nick,Aj,Kevin,Brian,Howie..aWww..

Due to NOT receiving my paycheck yet,

I have to reluctantly fore-go my Dreams.

That is,to see BSB Live!

HaizZz..Life's cruel man...

Come back backstreet boys..

come back to singapore again

Sob..Sob..

I l-o-ve BAckstreet Boys even though I'm already 18

2006-01-25T00:12:00.000-08:00

This month's Seventeen Mag :

-- Happened to read This food column page in
the magazine and somehow find it interesting.. ---

Problem : Eating when upset

Why it's Bad :

You're eating
because
you feel empty
and you want to make
that feeling go away
---------
Not because you're actually
hungry and needed food.
Those unnecessary calories adds up
and cause weight gain.

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Now I've realised the reason why I kept
Opening the refridgerator..(scanning for calories..)

Resolution for this year:

~Lose some weight.
Look like...Lindsay Lohan?haha..crap

~Start afresh with my life

~Be firm,so not bullied

~ThINK Positive

~Think maturely

~ Get back into shape-ey~

~ To get in The Course

~ To get into L back

~Hopefully a Bright future ahead for me

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Love is in the Air~~Especially in February

Waiting for my bloody
(I'm pissed,but I don't want to call that boss)
Pay-check...

SsighH...

I Can feel that I'm changing
To a nicer person?
Love makes you change..

Loving Lindsay Lohan-somehow I feel,
she has a close connection with me
Our personality?Maybe our likes.

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A note to honeybear :

You're the sweetest person I've met.
Understanding,
Caring,
Patient,
Nice..
Mature? :P

Cute,
Lovable

p.S cy says you look "handsome" in the photograph.
......... haha...

I'm falling even more in love with you...
Day after day.....

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2006-01-22T20:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,,Found out the "Truth".

Life sucks man..

Watched the Mean girls?

That's reality to me in every girl's world.
(i think..in my opinion)

It's ok,,what goes around comes around.

When you throw a boomerang,it'll come back to you right?yep~yep~

I've been trying to put a new word in my attitude list..
-"patience"
--my child..patience.

plus,when it's not necessary for me to talk,I need to just shut-up.

Really,if I don't,I'll blabber lame stuffs,talk non-sense.
Tried and tested.

Think william hung.
(er..abit like that?)

Goshh..I made a full of myself infront of..er..people.
"confirm you'd bring your ic/ez?"
ans: nod..still-in-blur-state...nod
"Ok,here's the ticket..bla..bla.."
(about to go)
ans:(haiz..blur sotong as usual..)
"how bout,just give the ic number only..can?"
(I can feel the embarrasement on his face)
(really,if it were cy,
or jess,,
they'll be like
"I don't know who she is"
and then go far2 away from me..)

But he's sweet enough to just put a :) face..Thanks2

Goshh,you can really handle my nonsense and crap stuff man..Kudos2..

anyways,can't be on the comp too long.Giant hamster already set curfew.1 hour only.

Now it's like 4 hours.

shit..she'll kill me.
Okie~ciao

x0x0

2006-01-19T21:40:00.000-08:00

It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror

I guess that I was blind

Now my reflection's getting clearer

Now that you're gone things will never be the same again

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2006-01-19T20:04:00.000-08:00

The flu and sore throat kind of lessen.So,maybe that's good news.

Listening to Michelle Branch...

I've been thinking lately,,,
Everyone already have their own lives to lead..different paths to go..
i REALLY have to admit to myself that Changes will occur.

Even if i like it or not.
That's fate...i guess.

Gosh,,time really past fast,,

whoOsh--pre-teen--Whoosh--teenager--Whoosh--young adult--whoosh--Adult(this word scares me..)

Really,I'm not ready to grow up That fast.I barely scrap through my teenage life filled with er,boredom..I haven't fully experience all those stuffs like other teenagers would.

"Live your Teenage years to the fullest"--someone famous said that.

But

BUT

i BARELY live my teenage years to the fullest?So,how?Can I Turn-back time?

Ssigh..Life's complicated.Hmm,I'd better start acting like an 18 year old.I'll try--Hopefully~

so,Heard from her yesterday that he has a bike now..(raising eyebrows..)
I was Soo not expecting to get a "so,how r u?" ..Like real...

Tot of asking bin to go clubbing..My hope will be C.y..that girl is another one(..blood boiling)"Busy,,Cannot,busy,,Projects..Sick,,book already by bill clinton.."-_- HaiZzz.

ok,

Ciao then~x0x0

p.s.Wishlist for today-*-Hoping that I'm actually a throne of the royals(any royals will do)..hehe..

p.p.s On second thought..Maybe Just give me my own fairy god mother.

I know,I know..you're all rolling your eyes.."There she goes again..talking crap"

2006-01-17T23:47:00.000-08:00

..Not feeling too well.NEed stre-p-sils.

sorry cheesecake,can't accompany you today.I'm not feeling really well..

Anywayz,been surfing the net.

Hmm,how I've missed my Comp,my songs,my website and my photos.

Listening to my i[pod..

Oops,need to tidy my room,it's far more worse than my mimi's cage.

Ciao~Xoxo

p.s.I'll be meeting cheescecake tommorow.Hmm,what show should i watch ay~

2005-12-01T21:28:00.000-08:00

WHooOshh...
Been a pretty hectic year..yep..

Didn't realise how fast time passes.

and how fast we grow.

It's hard to accept the reality that..Hey,time for a smoke or even "it's time for ladies night"

or

I'll drive.

yep,I'm having my craps moment again.

Ciao~